tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21667465853365918092024-02-20T16:35:28.462-08:00fatalityfatalityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14432087598879954615noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2166746585336591809.post-23197084700838735792009-06-08T23:26:00.001-07:002009-06-08T23:26:34.564-07:00<b style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">my closet is small, too small<br />im getting claustriphobic<br />I run out, the lights are off<br />BANG!<br />I trip and crash to the floor<br />I try to run but my legs arent getting the message my brain is screaming<br />RUN! RUN!<br />its to late<br />all around the dark memories gather<br />like daggers, your words fall against my naked soul<br />its crushes me and darkly, my virtue drips into the cracks in the floor<br />In horror i run back to my closet<br />"its safe in here" i tell myself<br />the memories hover close, just outside the door<br />now alone, a cascade of tears falls from my eyes like a broken tap.<br />this is all because of you.</b>fatalityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14432087598879954615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2166746585336591809.post-43770472959004027422009-06-08T23:19:00.000-07:002009-06-08T23:20:04.255-07:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Hating everything about you, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">In the mirror, in public, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">What should I do to you? </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Nothing as usual. </span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I hate the way you look, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">It makes me ill, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Confidence that you took, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Just let me walk away as you stay still. </span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I keeping coming back to the same old habit, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">The habit I hate more than you, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Having to look at you every fucking day, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I hate it. </span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I hate you more than you know, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I should cut with a razor, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Giving more pleasure than you'd know, </span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">And thats the last thing I want to do.</span>fatalityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14432087598879954615noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2166746585336591809.post-43907695172202099482009-06-08T22:53:00.000-07:002009-06-08T22:56:32.209-07:00<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I always wondered what is the difference</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">between the world and me</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">while sitting on a mountain,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">high as the world is free</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">And on one fine day,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">while the stars were gleaming</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I close my eyes over a cool pond,</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">watching it steaming.</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">On that silent day</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i heard a symphony</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Praise to the gods</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i had a epiphany</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">It happened in the dark</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">under the sun's cruel glare</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">It was the most intolerable pain</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">i could ever bare</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Nothing</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">as far as the eyes could see</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Blocked</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">my sight of true reality</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I was sitting there crying</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">while oh so delighted</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">To finally see</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">the world is blighted</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">My illusion was lifted</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">for whomever to see</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">That there is no difference</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">between the world and me</span>fatalityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14432087598879954615noreply@blogger.com0